Me and Myself

Its been a years

2011-02-06T23:14:00.003+08:00

My last post for this blogspot was like dozen years ago (2009 till now)

Read back all the post and feel like thses had been aged. A lot of things had been changed and a lot of things was still remain the same

Unchanged things like:
1) Still working in the same company
2) Still staying in the same place
3) Still driving the same car
4) Still Poor

Changed things like:
1) Single and Available
2) Technically I had been transfer to different plant (PTP->SENAI)
3) Uncontrol Weight

I had been increasing my weight recently after the incident of April Fools'10 if anyone of you know what I am refering to. The weight of mine had been increasing increase and I am desperately tried to slim down by reducing my food portion and seems like its not enough.

Also, i would like to tried execise and seems like is only "try" but actually not...

2011 is a brand new start for me as there are a few things on my mind which I planned to complete.

OK folks, seems like I started my long winded granmum story again and I know I should not. Anyway, BYE

I am tired

2009-10-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

I am tired....

So tired....

I think I reach my maximum limit of my tolerance and there will be no limit to be continue.

I choose to surrender and walk away.... Assuming that I am not fit to be your soldier...

I had made up my mind and will GO if there is a chance offer me

It is not easy to be a good son

2009-10-04T13:44:00.003+08:00

Who said is going to be easy to be a good son?

It take a lot of effort when the elderly think that they know you so WELL!!

They does control your movement, money, bank account, car, petrol, pant, underwear, laundry, shirt which you wear, room, bed, sleeping position, daily routine, food, drinks, magazine which you are reading, newspaper, broadband, electrical consumption, water usage, laptop, hand phone, credit cards, cash in wallet and etc etc etc...

Why they just can't understand WE ARE >21 years old. And legally WE ARE an ADULT. I spend money on what I want, where I want, who I want, when I want and how many I want.

BACK OFF....

Also, from right now on, I will inform to you and telling you, don't even think of I am discussing with you the problem.

FROM LAST TIME, I AM TELLING YOU MY DECISION

Simple

2009-10-04T13:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, we ourselves are the one who made the problems extraordinary and complicated. Or in short, over thinking. Why we must think that much instead just follow the heart, since the problem can solve with a action or money.

For me, the money isn't that big deal to work for. But without money or salary, you will feel your job suck... That's what normal ppl like me will feel. Instead, I am actively finding a job which is similar to what I am doing right now with a better paid. I think most of us do so.

Just try to imagine that you were hired by A while A promised you that your job scope will be more on duties AB while after 2 month you been hired, A left the company for better opportunities (so called doing business while he end up working with another counter part). While you been transfer to B manager who is pro active workaholic. And your task is like reshuffle 100% out compare with under supervisor A.

I just don't get it!! Am I like a BALL or a bad rat if I just can't perform the newly assign task since I been hired in for other purpose. But don't worry, this will be not a long way for graduation from the UNI.

Well, try to think simple in the situation is that the B is just think that you are extra manpower which when the timing is bad, he will push your name up for review by manager. Well, I dun mind if they give you a damn good VSS plan instead of paying you 2 month and tell you bye.

To my friends who are reading this, Don't worry, I just feeling down due to some of the reason which I think I suppose to think SIMPLE instead so complicated. No wonder my hair grow white so fast.

婚前不能不问的问题

2009-06-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

十五则婚前不能不问的问题！反映了这新时代才有的现象。值得深思。

1. 考虑是不是应该有小孩？谁是將来主要负责照顾小孩的人？

2. 是不是清楚对方的財务状况、目標以及共同支出跟储蓄的想法？

3. 是不是曾討论过如何维持这个家庭，以及这个家庭的杂务將由谁来管理？

4. 我们是否都对自己的健康，无论是生理上或者是心理上的状况，完整的告诉对方？

5. 我的另一半是否如我期望般深情温柔？

6. 我们是否能公开且自在的討论性需求、性喜好还有性恐惧？

7. 將来臥房是否会有电视？电视会为对方的生活带来困扰吗？

8. 我们是否真心地互相倾听而且真诚地思考对方的想法和抱怨？

9. 我们是否瞭解彼此的宗教信仰与需求？我们是否討论过我们的孩子何时会接受宗教或道德的教育？

10. 我们是否喜欢和尊敬彼此的朋友？

11. 我们是否尊敬彼此的父母，是否想过对方的父母会否干涉我们的两人世界？

12. 什么原因使我的家庭让你感到不悦或困扰？

13. 是不是还有某些东西，你和我还没准备好，是为了这个婚姻而拋弃的东西（如：习惯），在婚姻生活中，是不是有不愿放弃、让步的事情？

14. 我们其中一人得到一个就业机会，但上班位置却离另外一个人的家庭很远，我们是否仍然准备迁居？

15. 是否我们对对方对婚姻的承诺有充分的信心，並且这承诺无论遇到什么挑战，依然存在？

It's Been Long Time

2009-05-24T20:39:00.002+08:00

Damn Freaking long that i didn't update my blogspot.

Yes, a part of it, is freaking busy with the so call 'new job' with the new assignments from the department head. Made me and other have to stay up quite late to clear all the mess which due to PROMISE of my Senior...

A part of it, also due to hardly find time to do so. Perhaps coming month is a bit slower than this month, allow me more time to spend with my laptop, books and MY beloved and still love GF.

Next month will be having a short shutdown for arround a week. Allow me to slightly rest (also cause my wallet to have a big HOLE), and all the DUDE out that have any plan for me??

Perhaps want to go up KL to have a rest and meet up some friends for a little short clubbing session. I JUST LOVE SNAKBITE

婚姻

2009-02-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

婚姻是俩个人的事吗？还是俩家人？
是否有想过怎样经营这段婚姻？
是否有想过俩人怎样沟通？
是否有想过俩家人怎样沟通？
婚姻的路途都会加些小路吧？
小路需要加些什么才会变大路呢？
现在，将来，未来。。。
是否俩老依旧互相牵手散步，细谈？
但无论如何要接受这段婚姻就要做
好准备。
希望天下每对情人接受婚姻后。。。
要像外国老公公老婆婆一样珍惜对方，
一起牵手到老。。

在你心中，我是什么？

2009-01-18T16:35:00.000+08:00

在你心中，我是什么？
我逃避，选择不去面对。。
可是还是一直被你伤害。。
我做错了吗？
你从不知道我要的是什么。。
不是你不知道。。
是你从未想要了解。。
因为。。
在你眼里。。
我什么都不是！
我只是你的玩物！

我伤心，我难过，我面对压力。。
我不能像你诉苦。。
你的回应只用让我更加难受。。

为何你就无法试着听我倾诉。。
为何我永远就是你的玩物。。。

Is ENOUGH for me

2009-01-12T13:43:00.002+08:00

That's ENOUGH for me..

I don't want to argue with you anymore!!!!

If you think that COMING DOWN is really not a part of your plan...FORGET IT

I DOESN"T WANT IT ANYMORE

绑架信

2008-12-29T13:38:00.000+08:00

Tiger's 伯父，伯母：
当你们收到信时候，你们的宝贝女儿已经在我手上了。
你们猜的没错，我是用甜言蜜语把他骗回来的。
他也是活该，酱大个人了，
还相信爱情是义无反顾的更一个男人共赴天涯。
她还苯的相信爱情是一生一世的事情。
他苯得可爱，我不绑架她，怎么对得起自己？
有时侯，她会问：＂你爱我吗？＂
有时侯，她又会问：＂你会和我结婚吗？＂
我不禁怀疑是我绑架她，还是她绑架我？
女人的问题，真是很难回答，你们的女儿什么时候变成问题女人的？
言归正传，你们一定在考虑赎金的问题？
这正是我接下来要更你们谈的。
我本来打算勒索你们５千万，
但是现在，我打算无条件释放她，
她切。。。。。。。赖着不走。
呜。。。。。。请你们救救我吧！

New start, Fresh Start

2008-12-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

Is been a long time since my last blog. Sorry friend, I am too busy with my job and too tired to blog it out here.

Between this period, I had switch a job from Venture to her another competitor in PTP, Flextronics. Thanks to TEH who recommended me in. Anyway, job scope had been changed from QA to Test engineer; so more technical stuff will be needed for me to catch up. So far there is really nothing much that I can express/feel. Just feel very tiring perhaps due to the road trip from my place to PTP is slightly far (in fact is two times traveling time for me compare with EX-company). But I still feel happy with my job, no need to cheat anyone; no need to deal much with supplier/customer. Internal team is full of friendly staff which have no problem to work with.

However, the global economic is crashing down. It cause most of the electronics based companies to reshuffle their direction. So does mine. They are starting to control our OT, working hours after the staff been offer VSS (VSS = some kind of skim which Flex is giving to her employee which willing to leave). However, there is going to be different story for my team, Xerox team. The customer is promising that the volume won't be drop in fact will be increase in the coming 1st 6 month of 2009.

Yes, u r correct, i'm manufacturing Xerox photocopier machine in our factory. To be correct is the control panel and also some module. There are nothing much can be done here since the top level will be complete in another factory in Senai. In fact, my boss was in medical leave since he is having chicken pox since past few weeks after he assigned me to handle all the RMA. FYI, RMA is a kind of field return which request the test personal to debug the failure which found on the customer site and prepare a FA if required. Most of the things done in this area is talking about experience!!! Imagine how good is those technicians and there are very much things which you can learn from them, of course quietly. They won't know how to teach you in the 1st place, so pick up from observation and ask questions~ma...

The funniest part is our Senai counterpart is really a joker. I'll try to share more on this, maybe in another separate entry.

Of course, the best part of my life, MISS TIGER will finally coming down to interview a company in Pasir Gudang. FINALLY, she made up her mind. Let's see how she do.....

I am not sure

2008-11-07T18:58:00.003+08:00

I hope I wont't scare you off after you read this blog.

I really miss you, can't live without you. Every night, i hardly sleep, can't sleep till i tired of crying, thinking and crying again....

I seriously love you

Penang Trip - Day 1

2008-10-30T19:17:00.001+08:00

Picture Speak thousand word...

Stay tune.... Day 2 will be coming soon

Is it run or not??

2008-10-15T20:48:00.001+08:00

WTF

WTF

Why you are not running? Who are you to stop the line? Charge who later? Later blame me~pula.

U dun give a F**K care on what I said~right....

Friday

2008-10-15T10:58:00.001+08:00

Friday is so far from today even today is Wednesday already.

I can't wait for Friday

Finally

2008-10-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

Finally i am a step nearer

Can't wait to go tomorrow morning.

I had decided

2008-10-05T15:00:00.001+08:00

The things that need to decide had to decide.

I had make up my mind. Nobody can change my view right now.

FINALLY

2008-10-05T03:19:00.002+08:00

is been 3:22am right now and i still awake.

Just pass through a few friends' blogs. finding out most of us is in trouble. Dun worry, is not that kind of trouble you can think of.

Everyone is fighting for MONEY, JOB. certainly, in such a new era, without money, life is miserable.

how much can a person like us can earn? MYR2200 is the top max. please be understand, MYR2200 are not really a big amount.

You need to pump petrol for your beloved car, installment, maintenance, road tax and also insurance.

As a men, you need food, beverage and sometimes a bit luxury food.

Again, you can't said you dun wish to paid for you internet access and also your telephone bill, utilities bill.

Honestly, MYR2200 isn't much. All this can only afford for the above. what about other things like medication? What about if i had married, i need to support my wife.

Honestly, if i continue to stay like that I'll end up causing my life end.

2008-10-05T01:02:00.001+08:00

我知道，

没有什么东西是容易的
世界上是没有免费的午餐
人生不是万事都如你的意

有些事情办不到就是办不到
但别人就觉得你不够努力，不够用心

不负责任的说“没有事情是不能办到的”

多刺耳！

前途茫茫，看到的，就只有黑暗。

2008-09-30T17:43:00.001+08:00

添飯

* 副刊
* 星雲

2008-09-28 17:21

從小開始，一家人一起吃飯，爸一定要我們添飯，就是第一碗飯不要裝得太滿，吃完後再依需要而添加一些，即使再少也沒關系，就是不要只吃一碗飯。爸說這是跟隨曾祖父先前留下來的規矩，吃飯時要明白米飯得來不易，應該珍惜並懷有感激之心，所以吃飯要用心慢慢的吃，不要吃得太快。爸也說吃飯時不要一次就吃盡，老人家說這叫山窮水盡，要留些空間，留有後來。我於是把它理解成是廣東人的生活習俗。

後來在外參加活動，在集體吃飯的時候，帶隊的隊長就教導我們，由於是大夥吃飯，飯菜不夠吃是常有的事，所以想要吃飽就要動一點腦筋，方法就是第一碗飯不要裝得太滿，這就可以吃得比別人快，再添加第二碗飯時就儘量裝滿，甚至把飯緊壓在碗裡，那就可以吃得多吃得飽了。那時期的我們食量較大，這方法讓我們戰無不勝屢試不爽。後來回想，這是求生的手段，但過於世故和自私，這樣的添飯方式太沒有美感。

又有一次參加一個宗教團體活動，領隊的人告訴我們，在吃飯的時候不要浪費，能吃多少才拿多少，一定要把所拿的飯菜吃光光，而且也要看看別人夠不夠用，如果真的因為準備的飯菜不夠的話，每個人就少吃一點，讓大家都可以享用。所以我們的第一碗飯就不會裝得太滿，之後如有需要才斟酌地再添加一些。這種大家平等的觀念，讓我對添飯有了深一些的理解。

後來到台灣念書，每在過年過節，如果沒有回家的話，常會被老師或教官邀請到他們家裡吃飯，又或會去拜訪同學順道在他們家過節和吃飯。

老師和教官們是關心我們因為沒有回家而有想家與思鄉之苦，所以邀請我們到家裡一起過年過節，讓我們在異鄉也感受到過年過節的氣氛，因此一般上家裡準備的菜肴都很豐富。到師長或長輩家裡做客，基於禮貌，開始時會顯得拘謹一些，大都不敢儘量的吃，多少有點保留才不至於失禮。曾經曆過軍旅生活的師長，明白年輕人的食量和胃口，會擔心我們吃得不夠，一直勸我們加菜添飯，要盡情的吃，要把所準備的飯菜吃完才好回去。這時添飯就成了進攻的策略，節節前進，到最後我們都會吃得過飽，偶爾還喝了兩杯才回去。

添飯即是添福又添壽

到同學家裡過節做客也一樣，尤其是到一些比較小的地方，生活和民風比較純樸，對到訪的客人非常熱情，非常用心，好像對待自己的家人一樣。有些媽媽為了我的到訪，還特別去買了烏魚子、鴨子、魚、雞或當地的一些名菜，在廚房忙了個老半天煮了一大桌的菜肴來招待。由於做客，面對一大桌的美食，心動卻不敢行動。一般上，開始吃飯時主人都會裝很少飯給客人，為的是要客人多吃豐富的菜肴魚肉。年輕時吃飯，飯少就不頂飽，光吃菜不吃飯也沒吃勁，同學的媽媽多會體貼客人，所以一定會為客人添飯，讓客人慢慢吃飯大家慢慢聊天。席間，主客之間就相互交融，彼此互相瞭解。主人會關心我們在台灣的生活，有沒有遇到什麼問題，家裡父母是否健在，從事什麼行業，兄弟姐妹幾人，台灣有沒有親人等。有些媽媽對僑生不太瞭解，對僑居地沒有什麼概念，把我們當成老外一樣看待，以為我們對中國和台灣沒有認識，甚至奇怪我們會說國語（華語）。經此以後對我們和南洋或僑居地就有了大概的認識。

添飯成為一份溫情的傳達。

就有一次過年，我到台灣南部一同學家做客，同學媽媽同樣熱情地為我添飯，她還特別說添飯就是添福又添壽。聽了這媽媽所說的話，我非常感動，一時間有所明白，我們一向來吃飯時添飯的意義，不也就是添福又添壽嗎？

後來我聽長輩說起，到人家裡做客，添飯是一種禮貌，表示對主人家盛情招待的感謝，並藉此表達食物的可口美味。

現在自己家裡吃飯，我也延續爸的方式，一家人圍桌吃飯，一定要添飯，小孩也跟習慣。晚餐是一日將盡的回報，是一天最後的豐盛，是每一天事情已經完成後的圓滿，是一家人在一起時的幸福。一家人在飯桌上就該慢慢地吃飯，邊也輕松地聊聊天。添飯就讓用餐時間增長感情，話題因此延長，飯後喝茶。吃飯是溫馨的時刻，是家庭溫暖的融合。

我還是最喜歡那份心意，添飯即是添福又添壽。
星洲日報‧文：黃建華‧2008.09.18

2008-09-30T17:35:00.001+08:00

薄脆日子

* 副刊
* 星雲

2008-09-28 17:49

不論你要到那裡，去做什麼，開始學習舞蹈或者想要好好的學唱一首歌，即刻，現在，馬上就實行。

人生有多少個現在？

我們都以為我們有長長的一生，慢慢來，別心急，別緊張，於是，很多想做，要做的事，都擱下來，反正，還有時間，還有日子。

突然有一天，發現，原來厚厚的日子溜溜，已經薄得變脆了，脆得隨便一按，便碎掉。

上個星期還在電話裡和朋友聊天，約好下個月吃飯，突然消息傳來，他先走了。

不相信，這是你的事。

真正的事實是，他先你而去。

不相信不代表不存在。

無論信與不信，接受與不接受，他已經走了。

每一天醒來，有機會醒來，告訴自己，好好過這一天。

明天是否會醒來？

誰也不知道。
星洲日報‧文：大耳‧2008.09.19

2008-09-27T13:01:00.001+08:00

Haih.. another long day in office.

Can't imagine why i need to come to this sick office to do all kind of sick item..

2008-09-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

I changed a lot after i start my job as QA in Venture.

Attitude 360 degree changed. My nature of job requesting me to be more details, more specific, more kepoh, more time spend on BED during weekend and less time with HER.

I easily get mad this time. A lonely guy like me need to work as FIRE FIGHTING in production line is really tough. TOUGH in mean of tired of lost focus in almost everything. I am not sure what is my target, my motive and also a simple thing like enough money to use is always be questioned during every end of the month. I am really wondering is that is their policy to pay FRESH GRAD as low as they can.

Too tired to think this few day. Tired of thinking should I changed my job or remain there. Or should I said is no one either my family or friends are supporting my pre-make decision. The decision that I planned to leave here and go some other place with better offer, better benefit and better training. I really dunno wish to continue stay here as doing the same thing and the same thing again everyday, weeks and years just like my manager.

Today interview is fine for me. Meeting back the old Senior Manager which I used to know him during my training. Nowadays he is a DIRECTOR. Can't believe he is the one who interview me. Unbelievable. A director is coming and interview me!! luckily I didn't screw up. According to him, he recommended me go for a second round interview with his manager, SAM. I think should not be any problem.

Now come out another problem, who know anyone can predict future?? I need someone who know how to predict future for me. ANYONE?? ANYBODY?? She will be going back PENANG soon. Next week is her last week in KL and I can't even afford for a ticket to there. I am so SHAME. SHAME till nothing I wish to say much.

After she be there in PENANG, when will be our next meet?? Tired of this kind of long distances relationship and tired of waiting. SHOULD I ASK HER for solution?? Or should I just work hard and earn 1Million and marry her?

WHY???

2008-09-18T18:35:00.002+08:00

Well, is the time to reconsider/ re-judge on my company.

Salaries: MYRXXX0
Allowance: Basic (12% EPF and SOSCO)
MC Claims: MYR 10.00 or panel doctor
Increment after confirm: MYR 0
Increment annually: MYR 20.00 - MYR 350.00 (Normally able to obtain around MYR 50.00)

Compare with competitor A

Salaries: MYRXXX0
Allowance: Basic (12% EPF and SOSCO) + Telephone allowance + Petrol Allowance
MC Claims: MYR 50.00 or panel doctor
Increment after confirm: MYR 200.00
Increment annually: MYR 20.00 - MYR 350.00 (Normally able to obtain around MYR 300)

So, my dear reader,
by using the simple calculation, which one should i choose?

2008-08-16T09:51:00.002+08:00

Wat~a boring weekend...

any place to go....???

2008-08-10T11:52:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry that I hurt u so much. Truly sorry that....

I am so tired and NEEDS so much and truly doesn't think of your feeling...

Sorry.... I know sorry is too late for you and i think this is all that I can said now..

Please forgive me and I'll make sure that I manage to control MY THING next time...

Let's have a new page start...

2008-08-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

PC fair is in the town.

I had went numerous PC fair but this is my 1st time in JB. Is not really much things like what it used to be in PWTC or KLCC.. But it is the best that i ever go.... A TONE OF PRETTY GIRLs.... is like 10x more than normal PC fair.

Okok... also, i bought some of the things like usual....

This time round... my biggest FISH is dang dang dang dang

Is a camera bag with the function of the backpack and laptop bag.... mine is in RED color and super cute.

2nd, is my 4GB pen drive.....

Last A4 tech laptop mouse....

Sorry~ya... i malas want to take picture to let all of you see,... anyway, i'll update my blog next time when i complete my convo....

2008-07-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

I start to miss my uni life after i start my work.

All thanks to the 'inspiration' that my colleague gave me.

Even we are sitting in the around in the same office, we are still fighting for a small thing. A small thing which I cannot imagine how inefficient to discuss in the meeting. All thanks to her.

This is not her 1st time to screw up our day. She can just scold of ppl like that in the meeting. Totally unacceptable for me. She always said that she dun like me... then who care??

Is that she think that I'll love her on her working attitude??

BuLLShit...

Recently, there is a rumors saying that she will be promoting to be senior... look like there is still a long way she will be bully us....Guys, hang tuff...

2008-07-13T01:18:00.002+08:00

So fast... u have been passing away for more than a month...

i start to miss u when i read through my friends blog who also lost her grandpa last week.

i miss your laugh, your caring and also your love to me.

i still able to remember that some small incident happened early this CNY. Causing my whole family not to meet you up in Seremban... however, you are still insists to call us in the 1st day of CNY. Insists to be the middle man among the conflict.

I promise to you that I'll take good care of my parents, granny and also the others siblings. I'll make sure I able to do so.

Grandpa, Rest in Peace.

2008-06-09T21:25:00.001+08:00

This is EMULEX.

Is the world number one network storage company which I am their manufacturing Quality Assurance in Venture JB.

Check out their new product in the website

2008-06-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

Rice dumpling had make me refresh back all my memories together with you since last year.

On last year, I had fall in love with this pretty lady name as tiger and this had totally changed my life. Changed my way of behavior and the most important is I think I become more and more kind and patient.

So, every time I bite the rice dumpling had make me refresh back all the time be with you. May our love is like stick rice dumpling. More and more STICKY

I LOVE TIGER.

2008-05-31T08:12:00.002+08:00

New PSP

Yahooo, got my own PSP with limited games inside. Sees like a brand new product for me due to I had dumb my PS1 on my drawer for age..... Is the time pick up the game control~again~yahooo

2008-05-31T07:59:00.002+08:00

To my TIGER:

Life isn't always unfair and tough. We have to deal with it everytime, everyday, everywhere. This is going to be real when your job start. Everyday you careful the person beside you and out there will eat you up alive~ly. YES, I mean alive~ly

That's called life!

Full of miserable and exciting. Seems like this weekend I have to stuck in the office to type this blog in front of my lousy PC instead of accompany you in KL. I'm so sorry!!!! Is all because the customer coming in by Monday and we need some preparation on that. Perhaps coming weekend is the good time we meet... I can't promise you that I can but I'll definetely arrange for that.

2008-05-29T05:15:00.002+08:00

Day without you in my life

Today is the 14th day of you not standing beside me and stay far far away. Not because we are separate but is to challenge our love with the distance.

Happy One Year Anniversary.

One year, 365days, seems like it is not a long day for some people but I think for us, is seems like there are too many things we need to overcome in term to reach today. There are so many promises which I make and I really can't make it. I'm so sorry, I had learn a lesson here. Don't overpromise you whenever the time isn't correct.

Working life is normal with the low pay. I manage to secure a right job which I like seems like is the correct choice too. I never surprise that you will work in KL all the while but seriously I'm thinking and pray that hopefully you will change your mind, come down JB and work and accompany me. However, seems like you are not mentally and physically prepare for this, so I don't want to rush you. Also, I'm not sure whether I'll be working here long too.

Of course, the 14 days without you have good and bad things happens.

Good:
1. I got myself a MAXIS modem, can limitless internet access
2. PSP, but still have no time to explore it
3. Mix well with colleague, even they are not happy with what am I doing as, QA
4. My wallet seems like to be getting heavier and heavier. Because no need to come out a lot money.

Bad:
1. Grandpa passed away.
2. I miss my tiger so much and especially the KEKEY and flirting session on bed.
(Smelly Hole)

2008-05-19T20:30:00.002+08:00

1st day of my jobs start on today. I worked as Quality Assurance Engineer in Venture Techncom and in charge of the quality of the a project name Emulex. This is a fiber optics project and worst case is the engineer had been ran away before i came.

Worst case is include my project is the project that have to report to the customer every weekend. And the Venture Technocom doesn't have the practice to locate as senior engineer in each project and also every department. In short, I'm alone and no one help me except my beloved manager.

I think the worst situation is I'm sitting on the 2nd floor and I seems like the only one who is in QA department in the office. And the best case is my manager and his team is sitting on the 1st floor. Yahooooo.....

My sit on the office is just beside the window..... facing production.... OMG... totally no freedom. The operators and the line operators are walking here and there while i'm surfing net..... perfect match....

GOD SAVE ME.....

2008-05-19T04:06:00.002+08:00

Yes, this is my new gadget. It is Maxis BroadBand Modem which come together in USB. I think technology is getting greater and greater everyday I closed my eyes. I used to be using my 1515 dial up which in you-know-i-know speeds and a lousy streamyx in my area. Luckily we have such a toy with allow me to used it anyway, anytime.

Is just about MYR100 for the first time activation and monthly MYR138 for Maxis non-postpaid user and MYR118 for Maxis postpaid user. Which means, I only need to pay MYR118 for my Broadband + MYR50 phone bill every month and getting unlimited broadband service and phone line.

Come on everyone, forget about using streamyx, use the Maxis BroadBand.

2008-05-19T03:41:00.002+08:00

Technically, today is my 1st day of my new job. Yes, you are right, is in JB.

However, I still can't asleep due to the old fellow is still in ICU of SJMC. Yes, he stroked again. This time, doctor only point out 3 fingers, indicated 3 more days leave for him. As one of the family members, it seems like be sentenced death roll for him. Can't imagine about that. Nevertheless, feeling that life is so weak, and just a simple stroke will cause the doctor to indicate his life leave 20%....

As we do discuss about what is the root cause of his stroke, HIS TWO SONs + A VERY "KIND HEARTED" daughter-in-law. He had been in ICU pass 2 weeks and only slightly recover since last week and both of his sons who are my uncles mentioned that their are not happy with their dad situation right now. Which by that time is slightly blur, not strong enough and totally is a burden of other people. And some other person ever shout out that HIS DAD IS TOTALLY A BURDEN FOR HIM, in front of this old fellow. Technically, through phone and in front if this old fellow. Can't imagine this old fellow thinking by that time.

As my fellow friends thinking what had the "kind hearted" daughter-in-laws been doing.... here you go, as a part of this family, she had not putting her leg to hospital ever since this old fellow been warded. She is just dun cared, dun bother, dun even interested and not even say a single words. Imagine she is just staying a few floor above my grandparents' place and during my grandpa was discharged last week, she not even came down there, not even cook a meal. WTF.

As this post been posted out, my grandpa is slightly recovering in ICU which dad told me through the phone. Yes, they are rushing from JB to there. However, my whole family had been mentally prepare of his situation since the doctor had made such a conclusion during the diagnosis. Can't imagine how a patient feeling when he been sentenced like this from a doctor, truly can't imagine.

For the person outside there who think she is everything in this family just because she gave birth a son for my old man, NO MORE, GET LOST, WE ARE NOT APPRECIATE YOU ARE A PART OF MY FAMILY. I STILL REMEMBER THE INCIDENT IN OUG. Never Ever Forget about that matter.

2008-03-26T22:02:00.003+08:00

What's the point......

I just dun get it... Is that the thesis is so important till the due date of other assignments been forgot..... till the meeting of the assignment is been delay and delay and delay and delay non stop delay...

Just dun understand. Can anyone tell me or them......

I dun want to stay here and wait any longer.... i HATE IT....

Dun FFK me again.....

2008-03-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

Monday went for the job interview in Venture Technology, VinTech. This is a pretty well known company from US based

The examiner said he had been working in there at least 7 and a half years. I start thinking should I like him??? i mean stuck there FOR 7 YEARS.....MY GOD...

Just bought a new watch when I was having dinner with dear in NANDO in jaya jusco...

Is a casio fishing watch, (god know why i need a fishing watch since i dun even know how to fish)
let me show you all the picture:

2008-03-23T11:13:00.002+08:00

to my younger brother, JOHN:

Happy belated birthday!!!
Sorry to can't be there due to the job interview session in JB.

After looking at your post just now, I think back my time in KL when I was just came up. No friends, no 'true' friends, culture shock and so on.... Just want to share with you something...

1st:
There is normal to have such situation, I mean culture shock, can't absorb in other life and also uni system.
That's the time for you to really think about what you want, is that engineer course is suit you, check it out the hot place in kl, IT DO TAKE SOMETIMES TO ABSORB IN THE CULTURE AND PLAY WELL IN IT. dun worry, that's all normal

2nd:
Keep yourself occupy, understand that the world won't stop because you are not happy or cheer up, just try to be more useful to yourself in every minute and hours you spent, no matter is with your friends or without,

Great to hear that you are going to Vitagen Factory this Monday, my gf had been there and she said is not bad... so, do pay attention......WAKAKA... Need bicycle??

2008-03-16T15:03:00.002+08:00

This week is very tough for me.

A lot of things happened. A lot of decisions had to been made.

Monday,
The thesis due date is coming, everyone are working on their thesis and no one are reading for their Q&R test. Maybe isn't that important for them while I was the one who reading.
Want to puke...

Tuesday,
Argument.
Thesis been bounce back on abstract part. NOT TECHNICAL ENOUGH.
Test is damn tough...maybe I am not familiar with that.

Wednesday,
The stupid hardware not functioning.
Plan to find some 'black hand'... last choice. I really dun feel like do so. But seems like isn't as I wish.
Somemore there are no one to help me... SOS...

Thursday,
Buy a laser jet printer.
The purpose is to print my stupid documents which cost me at least RM1000 if i buy cartridge. Freaking as*
End up, bought an HP LaserJet P1006A.

Friday,
Yesterday presentation is a well done for me as the group presenter. HAHA...HAPPY
But also down, due to my project is still can't solve the problem.

Saturday,
She is overnight in my place.
Found the black hand to help me, at least cost me RM 500 to complete.

Tough for me.
The decisions are just too tough for me.

Funny but true

2008-03-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

To me and myself

There is a funny but true thing happens to me today. I was used to consult my friends when there are in their LOVE TSUNAMI and my advices were always playing a big role in their love story.

However, the funny part is when there was my turn, I need people to consult me. My friends said I am actually had make up my mind of the issue; Am I? Wondering? Or some other telling me that eventually I'm finding excuses to do what I had make up my mind. I strongly agree.

Looking back past, I knew that this won't be long and I am still telling myself to have a try. Stupid.